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Question:

s’ok, Kevin.. i’m sorry also, i shouldn’t even be posting today, it’s not the best time for me right now, let’s put this behind us, i got bigger fish ta fry, i’m sure you do too. ~tanya

Response:

I did know them…the ‘betting it was’ was geared towards blaming the AD as you have stated here and many times before it’s crap and does nothing.

Wait, I fucked that up. The original poster mentioned his friend was on many AD’s so it’s safe to assume one of this person’s problems was depression. And of course other factors are tied into suicide but depression is most likely the ending feeling that urges one to end thier lives as they give up. I’ve been suicidal since the age of 16 and my Aunt killed herself not to long ago due to depression when her meds stopped working and that’s where I’m coming from. I’m sorry for the losses in your life Tanya but don’t assume you know what I go through at times having to fight not to drive off the highway head first into a ditch. Anxiety are the least of my problems. I know you yourself have other problems besides anxiety as well and sure it’s a struggle. By the way, when I wrote those posts Tuesday I wasn’t feeling like myself and I do apologize for doing so. Kevin..

Response:

I’m not Steve.

scuze me, Kevin. No age was mentioned (only in his teen years). If it was younger then the blame goes on the parent.

that was NOT my point, the age.  the point is.. a psychiatric relationship is one with parent/child overtones, as the patient is generally ultra-dependent on the psychiatrist, the psychiatrists accepts this dependency, as a professional, and when he takes on this dependency and responsibility for this person’t emotional well-being, the patient accepts his judgement and medication instructions with trust that has been created, trust that suggests protection of the patient, and the methods he chooses to employ are obeyed by that patient/child.  so no matter the age, the dynamics are the same. I did know them..(was one your sibling, the person you were engaged to marry,

your best friend in life, the person you spent 24/7 with in a shop and living space?)  or where these casual acquaintences? .the ‘betting it was’ was geared towards blaming the AD as you have stated here and many times before it’s crap and does nothing.

so what?  i took exception to the statement that their depression was to blame, not the medication.  and i’ve stated MANY times, these medications have PROVEN DOCUMENTED side effect, depression being one, and not one documented case of measurable improvement.  and i stand by "it’s crap"… to prescribe patients drugs with "depression as a side-effect" IS crap.  to blame the depression, is to sometimes blame the drug, (sometimes not, as some had depression just as seriously as before the med) and to blame the drug, is to blame the shrink that prescribed it.  actually, there IS no blame.  blame is a pitiful petty assesment of an event of such proportions.  WHO THE FUCK CARES WHO’S TO BLAME? JUST DON’T GO ROUND BLAMIN ANYONE, BECAUSE OF THEIR DEPRESSION!  BLAME NO ONE, OR LEAVE BLAME OUT OF THE EQUATION! I walk many miles in those shoes twice a month so you have 2 suicides a month in your life?  people near and dear to you? that seems a bit impossible. and came very close ending it too many times.

close only counts in horseshoes and hand grenades.  and how does one "come close" to offin’ themselves. is that like bein almost pregnant?  Which I’m sure one of these days I will blow my head off so don’t fuckin tell me I don’t know how it feels.  

you DON’T know how it feels.. you ain’t blown yer head off yet… lemme know after ya do.  til then, you have no knowledge. and what’s with "one of these days"… you waitin for a special moment, or you soliciting sympathy from others for your victim mentality…. which is it? I was comparing to the bullshit they place on benzos. AD’s do help many with depression (I wasn’t talking anxiety).

and insulin helps with diabetes.  and if a person without diabetes is prescribed insulin, it can kill.  same with ADs.. wrongly prescribed?  the results can be tragic.   and as i said, ADs can cause depression in some, and to blame the person with the AD motivation depression is insane.   That was your assumption of my ignorance. I never told you about the above so please ask next time before assuming anything.

assumption of WHAT ignorance?  where did i assume?  unless i totally responded to the wrong post, i’m thinkin i just got the name wrong. and by the way, i think i’m just a tad to close to this suicide situation to be discussing it.  it upsets me, i don’t want that for myself.  i don’t wanna talk about it any further. ~tanya

Response:

i talked with my preacher and i talked to my psychiatrist.

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